1.) find mr. right
*chinito
*hottie/cuttie
*car
*party goer
*not that poor not that rich
*taller than me at leat 6'0
*hold my hand everytime
*not that sweet
*watch fireworks with me
*preferably a varsity player
*movie addict
*txt me i miss u/i luv u everytime/ calls me
*knows how to cook
*knows how to swim
*funny but knows how to be serious
*clean
*kisses me everytime
*childish like me but mature when it comes to relationship
*often smoke and drink
*nice body
*knows how to dance

2.) live in a condo
3.) sports car
4.) have a tattoo
5.) tongue piercing
6.) be a bartender like in coyote ugly
7.) travel around the world
8.) play any intsrument
9.) abs
10.) finish college

our first test w/c is nstp was cancelled..hahaha...some paper problem i think...haha...after that we decided to go to royce hause and help him wash his baby (his car) hehe...so he fetch us...the first time we entered his house dang ...whooh.....where can you find a house that is soo big with gym, billiards, playing instruments..and more....phew...we never wash his baby we just play around there...hehe...play billiards, smoke, playing cards, powder each other face...we look soo stupid when we play that game..hehe...after that we go to psba, their school..dunno what they do their...we was using his car (expi) feels like we're going to start a fight when we was in his car (west coast) hehe...and we keep on shaking it so that the others will think that someone was doing their thing inside...hehe...that was soo fun...their face was totally in shock...hehe...then we go to our school because we had another test w/c is p.e....then after that exam we go back to royce house then again play billiards, smoke, eat..etc..then we asked them if they can go with us tonight because we're going to eastwood but they had this alay lakad w/c is 3units and if they wont they will fail that subject..so we go to eastwood w/o them as usual only the 2 of us....then we go to basement and party real hard...they had this foam party...w/c is nice but we never enjoyed it that much because we're afraid of getting wet because we dont have extra shirt if ever we get wet so we stayed in one place where we wouldnt get wet..so we drink and smoke and just enjoyed the night then we go home before 5 in the morning...

today is the last day of our exam at last no more late at night reviews...phew...anyway i had a great day yesterday..after our exam our friend fetch us to rose ann's house and decided to go to galleria to chill out..first we go to coffe experience as usual to drink chocomallow and to smoke...we chitchat then decided to play billiards afterwards since we have'nt played billiards for almost a year i guess..that was too long..i really dont know how to play billiards but i always try..so i just sit there in one place and watch how they play...its really fun cos they're teasing each other whenever one of them missed the ball...after that we try the rollercoaster which i think is soo corny but funny at the same time cos our guys friend told us that its soo scary but i think its not...the first part was scary but the rest was all dang...i enjoyed it though..then we go to one of our friends house and planned to take a shot but it all failed because his friend told us that he'll be home at 5:00 so we patiently wait for them..while waiting for them royce decided to race with dan..we look for a place where there is less car..my heart was beating soo fast cos royce told me to put on my seatbelt...thought its going to be a long race but funny its not..i think its just 5 seconds ...lol...but its a blast..hehe...after the long wait they finally came...6:00 i guess..anyway rose ann needs to go home before 7:00 so thats the end of it..hope we could hangout again sometime...

me and my bestfriend was planning to go to galleria after going to one of our friends house to conduct some survey about this fucking shit problem of their community..sounds very easy but dang the moment we approached those bastards and bitches they keep on avoiding us and ignoring our questions..they was like "what's that for?? i dont want to be involved in those kind of things"...arrgh....as if we're going to send this to the president and torture you for telling the truth about your community..damnit...its just a survey..if only it is possible for us to answer it all by ourselves and just put some names there to finish this shit....waah...its already 4pm and we're all tired and out of 50 questionares we only fooled 3 persons to answer it...haha...we're supposed to go to galleria after this but action failed because of this time killing survey ..another day had passed without seeing some cute guys..arrgh...so we decided to go to robinsons and watch a movie..unfortunately action failed again..because we're running out of time and my bestfriend need to go back home before 6pm..so after this action failed things we all planned to just go to sm and eat our precious snacks at yellow cab...yum yum yum.....nice pizza.....then after that long hours of chitchatting we decided to go home...

im thinking of lots of things right now, im thinking about school, about JR, what will happen tomorrow, when will be our next night out...arrgh....about school well its our midterm next week and im thinking which sitting position will i able to cheat without getting caught..hehe...oh cmon guys...its better to cheat than sorry...about JR..hmm....he always gives me a reason to smile...whenever i think of him..sheesh..sooo high...the feeling when you take xtacy before clubbin...whoosh...i can't get him out of my system..he's like my drugs..hehe...about tomorrow..well im thinking what will happen to me tomorrow, the next day, next week, next year and so on...about our next night out i have to wait till our midterms is over..i miss goin to clubs.. i miss all the hot guys partyin around and i miss JR....sheesh...

i was browsing last night..checkin my friendster when my bestfriend open again the topic about JR..so here i go again...i cant explain the feeling..dang...no words can explain how i feel...i was screaming and my brother was "hey are you ok?? will you stop it...its annoying"..but really i cant control myself like its already stored in me that i should act like this whenever i hear the name JR..sheesh..so i opened his friendster account and i was sooo shocked to see his pic. posted infront of me...i was like a pig screaming to death im runnin out of breath that i almost die...i know i stole this but dont put the blame on me i am just addicted to him..the one on the right is JORDAN he's cute but im kinda confused about his real identity...hehe...the one in the middle is GERWIN..well my bestfriend had a crush on him since she saw this cute guy at the basement nice body i must say....she's planning to print this and put it on her wallet..hehe...look how addicted she is...and last but not the least JR the one in black shirt..im not goin to say anything think this whole site is not enough to tell you guys all about him..so i'll leave it all to you..hehe....

FUCK what i said it dont mean SHIT now FUCK the presents might as well throw them out FUCK all those kisses they didnt mean jack FUCK YOU DRIXE I DONT WANT YOU BACK />cant you understand??

eh?? isnt he cute?? sheesh....the one ive been talking about JR...my one and only...dang....he's the one wearing black shirt.....hope he doesnt see this i just stole it from his account on friendster....he's like my pringles ONCE YOU POP YOU CANT STOP....sheesh...

i now somehow BELIEVE in DESTINY...shit...last night i WENT to EASTWOOD with my FRIENDS as usual BAR HOPPIN or chekin some GUYS there..and i was soo SHOCKED to see JR there "AGAIN" shikes almost 3 TIMES in a ROW..same place same night...awww...and i was like IS THIS FOR REAL?? shit....everytime we're in EASTWOOD they're always there...DESTINY IN THE MAKING......but really the first time i LAID my eyes on him..i was like WOW PERFECT..ARE YOU FOR REAL??..gurls will definitely go "GAGA" over him...i was actin a little bit WEIRD last night maybe because i DONT like AGGRESSIVE type of guy or maybe JR was THERE..i was WATCHING him from a DISTANCE just CHEKIN what he was DOING...STALKER...YIKES!!!..anyways im soooo HAPPY last NIGHT because JR was THERE the REASON why i go clubbin....i LIKE him but im not INLOVE with him....

WARNING THE NEXT BEST THING ON EARTH IS JR ADDICT....

well its my bf birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL!!!!.....mwah mwah mwah......*huGs anD kiSses*....he's not my boyfriend as in boyfriend...he's one of my closest guy friend in school....he's cute really.....i was supposed to give him a kiss...hmmm....nevermind....anyways....1 day to go....hahaha...EASTWOOD EASTWOOD EASTWOOD....partee time...

nothing happened special...im just listening to my friends cd which he got at the basement because its their anniversary....damnit...im craving for this cd.....i was there but they gave this cd at around 8pm and i was there at around 1 in the morning.....look how late i am...arrgh..im always like this....1 track but its 1hr and 14mins....rnb songs with dj remix....damn...anyways...we're going back this saturday.....hope they give away free cds again.....lesson i learned...BE ON TIME!!!!!